Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Monday, July 8, 2013

...on the brink of Ramadhan...

....last year was special.first time 1ever got to go the distance since std 6 or 12 years old but ironically ..being at the thick of daruss syifa 's environment and company, only at the tenth year i managed this feat seemed quite embarassing...well..many factors surrounding it..while one was mostly i rebelled at their unjustifiable way of speaking and reacting to my lifestyle, the rest was just "i deal with god" later kind of thinking.then.while  calamity struck when i was in captivity, managed four days i think but eating maggi using gayong , in chaos ,like we committed rape and in the toilets, saw in me that was the last time id go through such idiotic moments ans as we are bestowed that luxury here and now, i promise to myself, id do my best.
soo..whats the big fuss about fasting...well for one its the 3rd Islamic law...and its significance to muslims ..is that we should remind ourselves what it is like to suffer daily of hunger and thirst to that of  poor, destitute people and how important it is for us to pay zakat or almsgiving, in it all, gods telling us this is not our world alone and that the rich should always help out the poor not impost a more hurtful life on them. well..that s the fundamentals of fasting. to me its much more...scientifically, its proven you giving your body system a break does wonders for your health and that a loss of weight makes you better all around. socioeconomically..you should be able to save money and thus create more unity amongst friends and family as you naturally will share your food for the iftar. morally..it should give a realization of things you messed up or that of others  in life and may you remorse and return to the correct way of things...religiously..prayers will be your next best weapon accompanying fasting...philosophically...god is telling us we re really nothing as only for 12 hours without necessities , we can hardly walk and talk in the end ...emotionally...i really miss my father a lot whom despite his chronic asthma and dependent on his inhaler, he still fasted as much as he could and even in my thirties and employed he never failed  to ask me..abang.. ada duit raya?...just to be manja with him..i said x der abah...nahh..he said..ambil nii...sometimes only RM 50..hehe...ya allah...semoga kau letak kan lah  ayah ku ini di taman taman syurga mu bersama orang solih soliha ... ya allah...Wishing one and all a blessed Ramadhan...insyallah..Salam...





Monday, July 1, 2013