Whats it all about..alfie..

...a much deserved break thats all...one we must have  after a rollercoaster ride this year , after  so many battles lost and won,  after so much uncertainties of today and tomorrow, after endless sorrows and hatred, at the last couple of turns in to that final stretch , you just don t care anymore and that is bad and as such  you  so badly need this getaway  from it all, or your brains  will just short circuit,be blanked ,go haywire ,then nada..nothing anyone can do about...you will be brain dead lile my late father.

...its human nature, one has to breathe easy or juz let the hair down ,some find in many other forms of relaxation or hobbies,mine is just to forget about what i know,what i been through,what im up against,what i should do,i  just want to  relax in closest to heavens on earth  and not care a soul and  just walk down those  memory lanes  once more, forget shopping or other fine forms of travel, today i shall walk with each stride a sense of thankfulness to my late dad ,mum and of course,GOD, for giving me this life.Despite my moans groans and groins like related , i will live no other if given another chance.I will also not want to know new others.
That feeling of deja vu,  the rejuvenated memories of the colouful past  here   just trigger  that  drive to make good this stretch home,never mind what others think,its my destiny to fulfill,my wish to end it good,.my time to tell, if for that child of mine isnt sweet anymore  , be it,for there must be  worthwhile  reasons fate is acting as such. But today, i shall walk down the streets  of London, and call it home. Looking in amazement at the spirit  of  Christmas there , and with that   feeling of  blessed time  circumstances and acquaintances the angels had me set up there  ,there can be no more tears in the future but that of goodness and wellness ,so help me god.
Salam.